Showing posts with label sick. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sick. Show all posts

July 29, 2014

Update: Life after ICU

Photo of Bertrand from last Wednesday.  He was happy to be home!
(Yes, the shirt says "chicks love me."  Thanks, Abuelita.)
Bertrand came home from the hospital last Wednesday.  His bedroom obstacle course includes: pulse oximeter, oxygen concentrator, 5 tanks of oxygen, suction machine, and all the tubes, probes, stickers, and doodads that accompany the former.

Despite the accessories, Bertrand is doing very well!  He is down to nighttime oxygen only (but he refuses to leave the nasal cannula in).

Antibiotics are amazing.

Bertrand wasn't the only one on antibiotics.  Victoria also tested positive for mycoplasma, and it is suspected that my 7 week long "cough" was as well.  (Cue the mommy guilt for inadvertently infecting the kiddos.)

Meanwhile, Matthew had big deadlines at work (and a birthday), we've been fielding an avalanche of emails, and oh yeah, we have a 5 week-old baby.

Please forgive us for the delay.

If you have sent an email, I promise we will get to it.  :)  But, it wouldn't hurt to follow-up.

Winston in one of my baby blankets made by Abuelita Elisa.
Yep, it's blue.  Everyone thought I was going to be a boy.  Surprise!

July 23, 2014

Out of the ICU: Ups and down


This is your lung on NGLY1.




Bertrand is into a regular hospital room.


He improved rapidly yesterday (as measured by his ability to breath with decreased assistance), to the point where I got optimistic he might go home.

Unfortunately, his oxygen kept dropping on room air, so they wouldn't release him.

Today, he's still having lower oxygen on room air alone, but it's only problematic when he's asleep.

It's likely he'll be discharged soon, but with a home oxygen machine and portable tanks.

The NIH sleep study results came back, and they showed 10 central apnic episodes per hour (and low oxygen overall), so we'll also be looking at more complete and permanent solutions for his breathing, especially at night.

July 21, 2014

What does community feel like?

The view outside of Bertrand's hospital room: a double rainbow.

The love and support from everyone has been palpable.

With all our heart, thank you.

Rushing Bertrand to the ER and the subsequent PICU admission were scary.

But, we've seen worse.

Bertrand is tricky to diagnose, but doctors managed to identify the cause of his illness quickly. And then to have it be bacterial and treatable? That is all good news.

The most surreal part of this entire episode has been that we had an NGLY1 community/family behind us for the very first time.
  • The Wilseys were the first to know we were headed to the ER--before our own families. 
  • The Leftwich family coached us on exactly what to expect and do with mycoplasma pneumonia and offered support. 
  • The German NGLY1 mom sent funny memes which cheered me up.
  • And, Pam Stinchcomb was my angel, holding my virtual hand through a mini breakdown. (The 19th was Winston's 1 month birthday. Will every one of his birthdays be in the hospital and all about his older brother? Will he resent Bertrand? etc.)

To be clear, we've always felt love and support from our friends in the broader rare disease / special needs / undiagnosed community, but to have people who knew *exactly* what we were going through, and *exactly* what we were feeling? It was transcendent.

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude and joy.

July 20, 2014

In the PICU: Stabilizing

A very happy Bertrand, only days ago.  Photo by Phil Toledano.

Bertrand had a rough night, but I think it was largely because he wasn't allowed to eat.  The concern was that he was still at risk from aspiration during intubation.

During rounds in the morning, I explained that much of his current distress was now due to hunger. (Bertrand's hunger cry is distinct from his pain cry. And, I pointed out that he kept trying to eat the tubes near his mouth.)

I convinced them to start him on a little Pediasure through his nasal-gastric tube, and he stopped crying in minutes.  He's now on a continuous feed and has been relatively peaceful.

In fact, he's slept most of the day, after about 36 hours of being too uncomfortable to rest.

He's awakened every two hours to vacuum out his lungs.  It sounds about like throwing a wetvac in a swamp, and while it's uncomfortable, he clearly feels (and breathes) much better afterward.

The mechanical respirator hums in the background, giving Bertrand's breathing a Vader-like quality.

Bertrand's vitals have steadily improved since this morning.
His heart rate periodically dips into the normal range; his blood pressure is normal; his oxygenation is at 91% with only 40% assistance; and his breathing is much less labored.
The labs from this morning showed that the infection is not worsening, and it's expected to improve steadily from today.
Our hope is that he'll improve enough to be transferred to a regular room tomorrow.

July 19, 2014

Off to the ER: Mycoplasma (bacterial) pneumonia


Bertrand's streak had to end at some point.

Bertrand hasn't been hospitalized (for illness) in over two years -- since about the same time as his diagnosis as NGLY1 deficient.

But, we're back.

Bertrand has had a mild cough for about a week.  We've all had it to some degree.

Bertrand doesn't get sick often, but when he does, he usually recovers normally and without assistance.

As in the past, Bertrand seemed to be stable or mending.

Last night, his symptoms worsened precipitously.

He was crying, coughing and refusing liquids (but not solids).

Cristina and I were up all night on and off tending to him and Winston.

Shortly after his breakfast, Bertrand's eyes, nose and lips started turning bluish purple, he began crying unconsolably and his body was racked by tremors.

We couldn't tell if it was a seizure or an aggravation of his movement disorder, but whatever it was, it was definitely new.

We tried to get a reading on his oxygen with his a pulse oximeter, but he was shaking so violently that we couldn't properly attach the lead.

So, we piled into the car and drove to the ER.  (We very deliberately live only a minute a way from the pediatric ER.)

I carried Bertrand through the door, and after looking at him for three seconds, the admissions specialist escorted us directly to an open trauma room.

A platoon of twelve docs, nurses and specialists descended on Bertrand.

Given his purplish discoloration, he was placed on manual ventilation instantly.

Seconds later two IVs were in.  (I still don't know why they did two.)

Specialists and nurses started attaching leads and tubes so fast that I couldn't track what was being done to him.

A few minutes after entry, Bertrand looked like the Borg again.

Heart rate was tachycardic and rising.  Body temperature was 102 F.  Blood pressure was low and plummeting.  Oxygenation was in the 80% range.  Breathing was painful and labored.  They kept referring to poor perfusion from his mottled skin.

A single tear rolled out of Bertrand's right eye.

We began trying to explain Bertrand's medical history to the resident and the physician, sorted by most to least relevant information for the evolving emergency.

As Bertrand's breathing worsened, the physician pulled us out of the room to speak with us in private.

"Since he has a serious genetic condition and it looks like he may need a breathing tube shortly, I want to know if you would like to allow the assisted respiration.  I apologize for asking, but with these sorts of conditions, I have to check."

Cristina and I had been asked to consider putting "do not resuscitate / do not ventilate" directives in Bertrand's medical file years earlier.

We didn't even have to look at each other before responding: "Intubate him. If necessary. Whatever it takes."

Cristina added defensively, "He's normally very happy. He has a great quality of life."

The attending ER physician felt he was having a seizure (as did we), so she gave him Ativan (Lorazepam) as a rescue medication.

The tremors subsided momentarily.

Even as the IV fluids went in, his blood pressure continued to drop.

They gave him more fluids.  No effect.

As his blood pressure neared critically low levels, the physician put him on dopamine.

It worked.  His blood pressure started rising.

The manual respiration had his oxygenation back up to 99%: his lips, nose and eyes were pink again.

His heart rate stayed elevated, but no longer dangerously so.

The tremors continued, but it seemed like the rest of Bertrand was stabilizing.

The tension in the room visibly eased.

The phlebotomy team collected blood from his feet.  A catheter went in.

After about an hour, Bertrand had passed out, so they transferred us to the pediatric intensive care unit (PICU).

Waiting for the elevator, no one spoke.  For first time since we walked in the door, we had silence.

Up in the PICU, they informed us that Winston would have to leave, since children were not allowed.

Under significant protest, Cristina left me in charge.

About half an hour after getting into the PICU, the resident told the nurse, "Mycoplasma pneumoniae."

I jumped in: "That's bacterial, right?"  (I knew it was bacterial, because I'd looked it up three weeks earlier when I found out that another NGLY1 patient had had it.)

They confirmed and said that ordinary antibiotics would not work, since mycoplasma lack the cell wall targeted by many antibiotics.

Cristina was googling at home and had already discovered that they were likely to recommend erythromycin (or a variant).

Unfortunately, that induced (potentially fatal) long QT syndrome in Bertrand's heart about four years ago.

When they came back, they said they were going to start azithromycin (a variant on erythromycin).  I explained the issue with his heart and long QT.

After consulting with pharmacist and Cristina by text, we went with azithromycin (over worse options), but under careful cardiac observation for five days, with a baseline EKG taken immediately.

While waiting for the azithromycin, a respiratory team suctioned out his lungs, and they were able to lower his oxygen a little after that.

Bertrand is now relatively stable and on pain medication, but they're withholding food until his lungs improve.

He's hungry and uncomfortable, but he looks a lot better than he did this morning.

I'm optimistic that Bertrand will respond quickly to the antibiotics, but it's going to be a long five days for him.

I would hardly call us complacent in the search for a treatment.

But, this and recent events with other NGLY1 patients are a reminder of just how fragile these kids are and of the urgency of finding a viable treatment.

Once Bertrand is well and home, we'll resume the hunt with haste.

September 24, 2012

Oktoberfest 2012

Daddy titled this photo "Gandalf the Pink".
The subtitle of this post is: we all get sick.

We went to Oktoberfest yesterday knowing that Victoria was sick with a runny nose. We came home with Bertrand and me feeling sick. And, this morning Daddy woke up with it too. So we're all sick.

What can I say? Victoria is a little trendsetter.

However, we managed to have fun.  Bertrand got a brand new, bright red, alpine gangsta hat.  (Because his head is too big for his old one!!!  Take that microcephaly.)  And Daddy gleefully bought Victoria somehow scammed her way into a new glowing light saber/staff (see the geekiness above).

So with that, I'll call this Oktoberfest a wrap and declare cold and flu season autumn officially begun.

Victoria, for the record, is just as energetic and playful as ever.  (So not fair.)  Today, Bertrand is staying home from school, and we're going to stay in our pajamas as long as possible.  Sounds like a plan, right?  :)

June 13, 2012

Adrenal Insufficiency Take 2?

Last Sunday, Bertrand was low on energy after therapy.  Then he was increasingly sleepy on Monday. By Tuesday, he was not eating and unresponsive.  Much like during his hospitalization, there were no other symptoms--no fever, no mucous, no cough.

Seeing Bertrand like this was terrifying.  Searching "adrenal crisis" brought up the symptoms of sleepiness, lack of appetite, and chapped lips.  And coincidentally, Bertrand had unusually dry skin and severely chapped lips.

We considered taking him to the ER, but decided to try a stress dose of hydrocortisone first.  Within the hour, Bertrand was completely back to his old self for the first time in weeks!

It's fantastic that we were able to identify and address the root of his condition.  But, it's scary how quickly he went down hill.  It's also disturbing proof that his adrenal insufficiency is very real.

Bertrand will be on the hydrocortisone for 2 more days, and he sees an endocrinologist next month.  I hope he doesn't need the steroid stress dose again.  We're keeping a close eye on him.

May 29, 2012

Hospication* Update

Victoria (with titi Beli's help) made a card for Bertrand.
I'm exhausted, so here's the quick overview:
  • Bertrand is hospitalized with no discharge set.
  • The valium protocol is on indefinite hold.  (This may actually be for the best.  More on this later.)
  • Bertrand's temperature and sodium (which was very low) are normalizing.  
  • His WBC, RBC, platelets have all come back low and liver values have re-elevated.
  • A working theory is that depakote may have slowly given Bertrand hyponatremia (low sodium) which could be exacerbated by a virus.
  • Another less likely theory is sepsis.
  • A blood culture is pending.  Other cultures (strep and urine) have returned normal.
* A light-hearted explanation of the term "hospication" (hospital + vacation) can be found on my friend Niki's blog HERE.

August 16, 2011

Corneal Erosion: Genetic Condition or Side-Effect?

Victoria "styling" Bertrand's hair this morning.

This is just a quick update (read: vent) on what I've been up to regarding Bertrand. Since his keppra wean, he has been having the least number of seizures since ACTH! As a result, he is also more vocal and interactive. Unfortunately, the seizures that he IS having are sleep-related and disturbing to watch. More on that later.

All summer Bertrand's corneal erosion has not improved despite eye drops or ointment every 2 hours. In case you are wondering, that is $50 worth of eye goop every week. It is also a very upsetting process for Bertrand and time-consuming for us. And yet, I am plagued by the feeling that I am losing the battle to save his eyes. If he is this bad now, in the summer, with a humidifier in his room, how bad will it get in the dry Utah winters?!

I've been feeling defeated. It's not a feeling I am comfortable with, so I got to thinking...

It was not always this way. While Bertrand didn't cry tears (alacrima), he wasn't battling constant eye infections and corneal erosion. This all started back in January, before depakote, but a month AFTER ADDING LAMICTAL. A quick google search confirmed that dry eyes are a common enough side-effect of lamictal.

After leaving 2 messages with neurology and 2 emails to her, I finally heard back from Bertrand's neurologist last night. I feel like she blew me off. Bertrand's eyes and seizures could wait until she could see him at his September 20th appointment.

NO. WAY.

My baby boy has suffered long enough. Corneal erosion is extremely painful. As per my last discussion with his ophthalmologist, Bertrand is facing surgery to sew his eyes partially shut to reduce the amount of surface area and thereby the moisture he loses by them. As it is, his corneal scar is occluding his pupil and damaging his vision.

This is unacceptable.

Yes, seizures suck, but Bertrand needs to be seen as a whole. It is possible that depakote may be enough to control his seizures. Or maybe lamictal isn't to blame and he does need the surgery. Either way, we need to test and see because Bertrand deserves this chance.

I've spent the morning fighting for my boy, calling in the "big guns". Wish me luck.

UPDATE:

This afternoon, I spoke with Bertrand's Pharmacist (the one who once opened the pharmacy on a Sunday just for us, after we forgot to pick up his medication). According to him, Lamictal can cause dry mouth and other ocular issues, but "dry eyes" as a symptom were not in his literature. He recommended some eye ointments/drops that were new to the market. He also recommended a prescription about which we should speak to Bertrand's ophthalmologist.

From my own research, I learned that Lamictal is a (modest) inhibitor of the enzyme dihydrofolate reductase, which completes the two-step activation of dietary folate into the bioactive form, tetrahydrofolate. A B-12 deficiency would increase the adverse effect potential of the Lamictal. Dry eyes can be a symptom of B-12 deficiency...

So, TONIGHT, Bertrand starts some new sublingual vitamin B supplementation (THANKS, AMY!) and new eye drops. ;) Bertrand will see his pediatrician about all of this on Thursday. His neurology appointment was moved up a little earlier to September 1st. Grr.

March 29, 2011

Battening down the hatches.

This scene greeted me picking-up Bertrand from preschool on Monday.
Is there any wonder why he is sick AGAIN?

Bertrand missed his physical therapy session and dance class today because he has a cold. He has a stuffy nose, slight fever, and clearly feels out of sorts. This has him yodeling to be held non-stop.

When Bertrand would finally fall asleep, which allowed me to put him down, I was scurrying to get administrative items done before our big April deadline. No, not April 15th (although I worked on our taxes too). I'm talking about April 8th: our daughter's estimated due date!

It feels good to have my desk almost clear, inbox almost empty, baby items prepped, and Bertrand's follow-up appointments set! I almost feel ready!

PS - I was amused (and touched) to walk into this scene as I got out of my shower last night:

It seems that Daddy was doing some last minute studying for the big day! When I questioned him on what he read, he claimed to have "only skimmed it", but proceeded to correct me on ALL labor related topics for the rest of the night. Uh huh. :)

January 28, 2011

Keeping Life "Interesting"

Pink eye or scratched eye?

Warning: This post contains Too Much Information (TMI).

Bertrand woke up late from his nap and had lunch. During lunch I noticed that one of his eyes was pink! He'd also scratched his nose, so I was inclined to believe the eye had also been scratched. However, being Friday, if it was pink eye, I'd have an easier time getting a prescription called in today than tomorrow. I changed his very messy diaper, making a mental note to cut-out Bertrand's miralax, and called his pediatrician's office.

As I was hanging up the phone with the nurse, I heard Bertrand retching. I turned around to find him covered in vomit! Poor baby! As I was cleaning him up to get him in the bath, he went through several more cycles of diarrhea and another of vomit. I managed to get him cleaned-up along with his room's carpet, bean bag, and myself. At this point he'd lost a lot of fluid and didn't want to take anything--food or drink. He'd vomitted everything since 10am--it was almost 4pm.

Matthew and Sabrina are out-of-town, and Bertrand's nana is with with his great-grandma in the ER. We like to limit family members in the ER to one at a time. Bertrand is at risk for ketoacidosis and hypoglycemia because of the ketogenic diet and dehydration thanks to the fluid loss. As we've seen, he can go downhill fast. And, once he is in the hospital, Bertrand likes to find reasons to stay there. It was vital to get fluids in him.

So, I called in the "big guns": our neighbor, Nurse Cathy. She is an angel. She left work early to watch Bertrand, and confirm his pink eye. I was able to pick up his prescription & sick baby supplies (pedialyte, pediasure, boogie wipes, etc.) in record time. Once the sweet ambrosia that is Pediasure--well, a KetoCal/Pediasure/water solution--touched Bertrand's lips, he FINALLY drank. And, it stayed down. His color started to come back. An hour later he was ready to drink more, and he was able to take his medications.

I can't help but feel like I dodged a bullet. I even went so far as to continue with Bertrand's zonegran wean (stepping him down to the last 25mg) and there still haven't been additional seizures. He is making at MOST trace ketones. This isn't how I wanted to wean the diet again--under threat of hospitalization--but now I am not sure I want to raise the ratio if he is doing fine. We'll hold steady the next few days and see what happens.

January 4, 2011

A Slight Detour

Matthew comforts Bertrand.

Bertrand has a habit of keeping things interesting for medical personnel, and he wasn't about to cut the staff at Cleveland any slack!

After sleeping most of the morning away, this afternoon Bertrand woke up with some labored breathing, and proceeded to pee some blood. Twice. (Urine cultures are pending.) His pulse and heart rate were elevated. Upon checking his O2 saturation, it was between 82 and 86%. The respiratory therapist didn't like the look or sound of his breathing. He was put on oxygen. (Bertrand is at 95% with 1.0L.)

The pediatric team was called in. Also not liking Bertrand's breathing, the sound of his lungs and elevated heart rate (165!), the pediatrician and attending neurologist admitted Bertrand to the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit (PICU). Chest x-rays have been taken, blood has been drawn, IV fluids have been started (Bertrand has refused to eat or drink since 1pm), and a urine catheter will be started.

He has since had another diaper with a bloody casing. The working theory is that at best Bertrand has a urinary tract infection. At worst Bertrand is developing kidney stones--on the ketogenic diet and on zonegran these are very common. It's not pleasant, but Bertrand is in as good a spirit as could be expected. And, if there were ever a time and place to get sick, while inpatient at the Cleveland Clinic, one of the world's best hospitals, is it!

November 5, 2010

Coming up for air

Bertrand being comforted by Puff, his toy dragon.

Since last Tuesday, Bertrand has had a small cold. He seems fine and chipper during the day, but in the early morning and late evening he is MISERABLE. His nose gets stuffy and he stays up (past midnight last night) thrashing in bed. I've tried the all the usuals (motrin, humidifier, distraction, vicks, etc.) but, since Daddy is out-of-town this week, I am quickly running out of steam and am getting sick now too.

That said, there are a lot of pluses to this situation.

(A) Bertrand's cold is running its course similar to one of his pre-steroid colds, so I think his immune system is getting back in gear--just in time for flu season!

(B) Bertrand's stuffy nose REALLY bothers him. Before, Bertrand used to act sick but had this inhuman ability to tolerate stuffy noses. Now he is MISERABLE just like any other kid his age (or adult my age) should be. I think this is progress!

(C) Bertrand is using his hands to wipe his nose!!! AND SUCCEEDING! Sure, it looks gross, but that is some great motor control!

Before, if we did anything to Bertrand's nose (wipe, bulb, etc.) and he tried to brush us off, he'd whap his eye, ear, forehead, cheek... pretty much every part except the part he was trying to hit. It was sad to watch, but boy did it make doing things, like wiping his nose, easy! Now I have to fight-off his little hand like every mom should. :)

There is probably plenty more I should say, but while B is still asleep, I may try to get that nap I've been meaning to take since Wednesday. :)