December 31, 2010

2010 Year End Review

Fern (my cousin), Bertrand, me, Matthew, Belinda and Aury (my sisters).

We are currently busy in Florida with several family events (such as my aunt's wedding, pictured above), but I just had to check-in one more time for 2010. :)

Closing out the year, I feel like our family is staggering across a metaphorical finish line. Any year that starts with your child having brand new seizure types on the very first day is bound to put you through the wringer.

Borrowing the idea from my friend Fawn, here is a representative post for each month of 2010:

January

Re-reading all the 2010 posts this morning was quite the effort. And honestly, I was too disheartended, exhausted and sick for most of the year to write regularly. Much of the really hard stuff was left out. Hopefully, 2011 will bring positive changes to our family as well as many of our friends.

We're wishing you all much love, happiness and peace in the new year!

December 23, 2010

Holiday Update

Bertrand is cuddled by his 1st Lt. Uncle John during a post-lunch nap.

Our family is spending the first half of this holiday season in Park City, Utah at Bertrand's grandparents' new house. Bertrand is enjoying every moment! He is clearly a winter sports guy if those sports include: being pulled in a sled, hiking via kelty backpack, and sitting by the fireplace. Oh wait, that last one is *my* winter sport! ;)

It's been a relief having extra pairs of hands and eyes around to care for Bertrand. The introduction of a new seizure medication, Lamictal, had me particularly worried due to potentially fatal side-effects such as Stevens-Johnson syndrome and liver failure.

However, so far Bertrand is doing great! In less than a week on Lamictal, all of his seizure-types have seen significant reductions. For example, his atonic seizures were down to 2 yesterday from 30+ daily a week ago. (Today, he hasn't had any! Knock on wood.)

Even more telling than the number of clinical seizures (since so many of his are sub-clinical) is the eye-contact, the number of smiles and daily laughter! We couldn't have received a more beautiful and perfect gift than hearing our son's joy manifest itself!

Lamictal is a drug with a long half-life, so we are no where close to seeing its full effect. Bertrand is on day 6 of taking a 25mg orally disintegrating tablet (ODT). His final dose of 100mg will be reached mid-January, and full effects won't be seen until early February.

Potentially complicating this titration are several factors: upcoming travel, hospitalization, potential sickness, changes in school/therapy schedules, and a wean from zonegran. Timing the wean from zonegran--should we start in February? or start next week?--consumes my brain.

Bertrand stands to gain as much as 6 hours of consciousness back each day since that drug has made him so sleepy without contributing any additional seizure control. But, in November, reducing the amount by 25mg caused a temporary increase in seizures while his body adjusted.

The scientist in me has no doubt that we should hold off on the wean until we can hold other factors as stable as possible. The mother in me simply wants her baby to stop suffering from the drug's awful side-effects as soon and as safely as possible. Can there be compromise?

On the non-pharmaceutical front, Bertrand will be alternating occupational and physical therapy at Shriners Hospital every Tuesday, starting the 2nd week of January when we return from Cleveland Clinic. And speaking of Cleveland, these are the updates to B's team there.

December 17, 2010

What will 2011 be like?

The ornament Bertrand made for us at school! Yay for popsicle sticks!

Today was an administrative day. I began addressing the logistics of our end-of-year travel to Florida and Ohio--such as completing inventory & ordering of necessary medication, ketocal and other supplies. I finalized Lamictal titration and Zonegran wean schedules, as well as picked-up the long-awaited Lamictal. (Bertrand starts the $630/month drug tomorrow.)

This morning, Bertrand was also evaluated for occupational therapy services at Shriners Hospital. The session went really well! He'll be recommencing with physical, occupational and speech therapies there in January, since he aged-out of Early Intervention.

Our 2011 calendar, which once seemed so empty, is already packed. Bertrand will be attending preschool for fewer days next year--only Mondays and Wednesdays--and he won't be receiving EI services, but we've already filled the gaps. The therapies at Shriners were the last pieces of the puzzle.

Bertrand's "extracurriculars" will also include "Dance Class" (the dancers with disabilties class at the University of Utah's Virginia Tanner Dance Program) on Tuesdays and "Horseback Riding" (hippotherapy at the National Ability Center) on either Mondays or Wednesdays, and a possible reintroduction to the MOMS Club playgroup on whatever day is left.

That's one busy, little man!

December 15, 2010

Home for the holidays!


Bertrand and his Uncle John being all manly together.

Today, Bertrand's uncle John (Booj) arrived home from Afghanistan! The 1st Lieutenant is on leave from the war for two weeks and will be driving up to see us this weekend. We couldn't be more excited! Bertrand in particular is looking forward to his hero's visit. Uncle John said, "I hope your belly's ready, B, because I'm givin' you the motorboatin' of a life time." ;)

We are so proud of you, John, and all the other wonderful servicemen and women serving our country! THANK YOU!

December 13, 2010

Cleveland Clinic, here we come!

Picture from OneMedPlace

Bertrand will FINALLY be seen at the Cleveland Clinic! Cleveland Clinic's neurology program is currently ranked #1 in the US. (Coincidentally, it also performs the highest number of pediatric epilepsy surgeries in the US--not that Bertrand is a candidate.)

We'll arrive on January 2. Bertrand will be admitted on January 3rd. And, we should be home by January 7th. Among the specialists Bertrand will see are Drs. Ajay Gupta and Sumit Parikh. Dr. Gupta is an epileptologist and Dr. Parikh is a neurometabolic/neurogenetic specialist.

We don't expect a diagnosis or, realistically, even treatment. (At best we can address his seizures but not the underlying condition causing his white matter loss, liver and nerve damage.) We're just confirming that we've done everything we can for Bertrand and hoping to improve his quality of life.

December 9, 2010

THREE! And counting...

Bertrand celebrated his THIRD BIRTHDAY today!

He had an Elmo cupcake pull-apart for his birthday celebration at school.

The class enjoyed cupcakes and apple juice while the birthday King took an I-am-ignoring-you-all snooze.

Bertrand was happy to come home to find wrapped presents and a yummy lunch.

For dinner, Bertrand got a special birthday treat: carrot cake flavored, low carb, dairy blend. The not-so-special treat was having to listen to his dad, mama and aunt sing "happy birthday". (Bertrand's hearing may never be the same again.)

Bertrand really enjoyed his birthday "cake".

Bertrand received LOTS of presents (in spite of mom's pleas for "no gifts!") thereby continuing his transformation into "most spoiled boy on the planet".

Bertrand attempted to open a present for the first time! This was very emotional for all!

Bertrand was also FLOODED with birthday well-wishes and love from across the world: mail, email, twitter, phone, text message, facebook message, skype, visits, and more!
It has become clear to us that our son is LOVED by more people than we knew.
And that in his short life, he has touched more lives than many people do their entire lives.
He really is special!

Happy birthday, B! We love you!